Happy!

My prayer was answered today. What was it? That's for me to keep ;)

But for now I am thankful and off I go to pray, so that more wishes will be granted.

I am happy!!!

Ruin my mood

Remember this piece?




I pre-ordered it from Elevist, paid and wait patiently because I simply adore this piece. Instead today I received an email saying that it is out of stock!!

This is the second time Elevist let me down, the first time was when they lost my clothes during shipping.

How bad is that?

I am in need of a new cloth and now that simply ruin my mood!

Loving someone

It is funny when you list down the criteria for your dream guy and ended settling with not what you wanted.

You thought that you could not settle for less and you are sure of that but when he came, you start to reanalyse. Sure he doesn't fit the criteria but he's a nice man. How easy it is to find a nice man nowadays?

Sometimes it is a wise decision to go for someone who really adores you rather than you crazily in love with them. Well, I am not saying that you shouldn't have any feeling for them, you should at least some.

Because if everything fail, you would not get hurt that much and when it's time to walk away, you can walk without turning back.

I am no ice queen, I only speak the truth although I know lots of people objected. I am sick of being a sick stupid puppy and at the end of the day just ignored, taken for granted and left behind.

But there's one thing that I can not deny. Despite the fact that I am not entirely happy and I have to bear for a little while (the duration is actually unknown and uncertain), I love him.

I do.